Thursday, October 13, 2022

Catechism

Chapter One

God Created the World

“Everything?”asked the child;
the Big Bang, suddenly,
vanished into
the Black Hole in my head.


Chapter Two

God Protects Us

“God gives us air to breathe, food to eat,
clothes to wear and houses for our shelter”
I read out to her
from her text book.
“Ma...
man is the one who makes a house
and not God, isn’t it?” asked the child.

Chapter Three

Christmas

“Mary is Jesus’ mother and Joseph his foster father,”
I reiterated the lines from her book.
“But why is Joseph his foster father?” asked the child
and I landed
at the Council of Nicaea
And then at Chalcedon
amidst Nestorius and Eutyches bewildered!

Saturday, September 17, 2022

Seashells


The bell tolls for the Angelus,

as I lie rocking in a hammock,

thinking of a foetus in a womb.

My eyes trace the hovering eagles

and the grey- white clouds

in a hurry.

The rhythmic chant

of the fishermen echo,

while they pull the nets

laden with gasping fish;

gripping hands,

feet treading seashells

into wet sand,

moving to the tune of the waves,

a tight-rope dance of survival.


My feet now touches

the moist lush ground,

sprinkled

with a fresh breath of flowers.

Next to me, 

my daughter counts,

the pieces of sea shells

she picked on the beach

in the morning.

I asked her “How many?”

to which she replied “Twenty two.”

“I meant the whole ones...” I remarked,

discarding the chips

she had with her more.

“I like the broken ones too…” she said,

in a tone of utter seriousness

and asked me,

“Don’t you?”


My eyes met hers,

and the rhythmic chant

echoed again…

Monday, August 1, 2022

Paving


We paved the blocks,

he and I,

brick by brick,

carefully on the paths

that took us

to the world outside.


“It’s important that we do it

before the rain arrives”, he said.

“Mmm” I replied

half-heartedly,

thinking of the frog spawn

and tadpoles

my daughter

collected in a glass jar

last year.


“I hate when it gets muddy.

Can hardly walk without getting dirty,”

he mused

in an escalating tone of annoyance.

Memories echoed,

a young bride,

amused by the place

where fishes walked on earth

and tortoises came visiting

after the monsoons ceased.


“Keeping the compound clean

will no longer be bothersome,” he added.

The dancing grass,

the wild flowers,

the delicate wings of mayflies,

little souvenirs of existence

which I gathered every morning

after the rains

swept my mind.


We paved the blocks

he and I

brick by brick,

carefully on the paths,

drenching in sweat.

I sighed!

Friday, March 11, 2022

Alice in Realityland #10


                    It was yet another Saturday evening. Li’l Alice was on her way to the beach, as usual, with her elder sister Rachel, on Rachel’s bicycle. Today, however, seemed different. Rachel was in a better mood than usual and Alice felt quite happy. While parking the bicycle they noticed a small group of people gathering under the old tree. Probably a meeting. “Come let’s go…” said Alice to Rachel tugging at her shirt.  Alice was impatient to get to the beach. “Wait, let’s listen to what they are going to discuss” replied Rachel in a curious tone. Rachel always liked to listen to such talks. “It broadens one’s mind” she used to tell Alice, although she knew her li’l sister wouldn’t understand what exactly she’s trying to say. Alice didn’t mind as long as it made sense to her and luckily, this time it did. At least some part of it.

                    The chief guest was a man named Tenzin Tsundue, from a place called Tibet.  “I need to find it on the small globe that Amma bought me for the school project” thought Alice. Tenzin looked different from the rest of the crowd. The way he was dressed and the way he spoke was different. But Alice liked him, especially how his red headband shone bright on his forehead. He had taken an oath to wear it till his country gained freedom.

    Alice and Rachel stood there spellbound listening to him. He spoke about his country far far away, up in the mountains, its fresh water lakes, its yaks and about nine months of winter. He also spoke of how his people and their leader were forced to come to India because a red country had taken over their land. Rachel was quite impressed and proud of the fact that she stopped to listen. Alice, on the other hand, was still observing Tenzin, his red headband (a little different from the red elastic hair band she wears at school), his attire and the prayer beads around the neck which reminded her of the Rosary. When Tenzin looked in their direction she waved at him and he waved back. They smiled at each other. She was happy. She felt that he was a kind man.

    Alice was no longer patient to listen to rest of the discussion. She dragged Rachel to the beach. It seemed odd. Every week the beach looked different. Lately water has been rising and taking over the seaboard. It was a thin strip of shore now. Soon it will reach the huge black rocks laid along the walkway which extended to  the two ends of the beach.

    “I feel the beach has grown smaller” complained Alice.

    “This isn’t surprising,” said Rachel in a matter of fact tone, “didn’t you hear what the climate critics said on T.V. Alice? It’s global warming. The ice in Antarctica is melting. So the water is rising. Very soon the queen will drown. We will lose our land.”

    Rachel was brimming with confidence regarding the information she just shared. Rachel always acted like she knew everything under the sun. ‘Miss Know All’.  Alice hated that. Being eight years older doesn’t mean she should know everything in this world. She felt a deep sadness within her. Her eyes started to well up.

    “Where would I go to play if the beach didn’t exist? Where will ‘we’ go if our land is taken over by the sea?” She felt angry and sad. “I wish T.V. didn’t exist. I wish climate critics and global warming didn’t exist” she told Rachel in exasperation while tears rolled down her cheek.

    When Rachel got up to pacify Alice someone from behind said, “I have a proposal”. They turned around to see who it was. It was Mr. Tenzin Tsundue, the kind man with the red head band. Apparently, he had noticed them during his talk and while taking a walk along the beach, after the discussion, had overheard the sisters’ conversation.

    “You know, Tibet is more than 4000 metres higher than sea level…” he said, kneeling on the sand.

    “Mmm…” replied Alice and Rachel in unison, recalling the information they had heard earlier.

     “If I promise you that I will give you a place to stay, in case your land is taken by the sea or floods, will you both help me in my fight for my nation’s cause?” asked Tenzin.

    Both Rachel and Alice stood silently thinking and then said Alice, “I don’t know how to live in the mountains. From what I understand, life is different there. I don’t want to leave my home, my beach… But we will help you.” She looked at Rachel for approval.

    Rachel nodded in agreement. Tenzin smiled at them and shook hands with both Rachel and Alice thanking them. The sisters bombarded Tenzin with a lot of questions. After a while it felt like they've known each other for a long time. They decided to sit there, eat peanuts and watch the waves swell and crash while the sun descended into the sea. The Chinese nets dipped with the expectation of a huge catch. On the walkway a group of men marched with red flags shouting slogans “communism zindabad*, janathipathyam** zindabad, socialism zindabad!”


*Long live

**Democracy

Monday, February 28, 2022

Meeting Tsundue*


28.02.2022

He arrived yesterday,

a refugee,

with no nationality

but an ID card he renews

every year.

A bright red oath glowed

on his forehead.

“I will only remove it

when my country gets freedom”

he declared.

He spoke,

I listened,

to the tales of his country ,

and it’s confiscators,

3509 kilometers from here,

beyond the mountains.

“My countrymen were nomads” he said.

He another one, I thought,

with his huge backpack

and a cloth bag 

full of books he wrote,

slept anywhere, ate meagrely

and spoke three tongues.

“Sometimes I feel more a part of this country”

he mused,

“but am unarmed by the way 

others stare

and call me

ching-chong ping - pong,

ensues rage sometimes,

sometimes laughter…”

but still moves on!

Intelligence and compassion is all one needs,”

he told me,

a mind unfettered…”

and pat his national flag

tucked safely in his pocket,

then walked ahead

to new boundaries to cross .



*Tenzin Tsundue is a Tibetan poet, writer and activist who has dedicated his life for the cause of his nation's freedom. 

Friday, February 11, 2022

Love Letters


“Can you write a letter
like Florentino Ariza?
then consider yourself creative!”
declared the Professor.

I decided to write one
soaked in tears and passion
but turned out
a miserable failure
- a few lines
from the Don Williams song
scribbled on an empty page
in the notebook;
and left it at that…

The next time I took up the pen
I was in love
and waited for
words to ooze from its tip…
Alas, all it could do
was copy down poems
of E.B. Browning and E. E. Cummings
I dispatched to my lover
in a sealed envelope.

The third time, however,
I finally learnt
to serve my feelings on paper…
It took pain
it took longing
it took shattering to the infinitesimal degree
I realized,
to write one...
I remembered Neruda!